I was happy for you to pick up my phone. But was sad as everytime i called its a bad timing.
I cannot believe how bad it had turned up to be. I cannot express how much i wanted to know what you are doing what you are thinking just as before. I wish i can compose it all in chinese for u to know what i am feeling inside for u.. and to tell u every single thing that put my knees down.

I can never believe that i am such a poor and undecided person. I know there is something new in your heart and it will never be enclosed to me through all these times. How busy are you ? You know i know. this 9 months is not a small time. Its more than enough to judge how good and weak you are. Perhaps i dont know u well.

I close my eyes and pray for your good health and hope that one day, i will be able to see you standing right infront of me saying. Everything is fine dear dont think so much. Its over !
So may it end now ! I hope it end now.

Love is Drug !

Love is Drug,
once u indluge in it you will never be satisfied. One will keep asking for more, will need more. With or without it is totally up to us to decide but we will never want to give up things which are the best. Just a few days without her voice life is like miserable,though its pain in the ass to have this kind of relation.

However the signs have come, shall have to settle for the best as she no longer reply and call. its the end.